I’m ashamed to say that I often use this blog to vent. When I’m tired and discouraged, I find it therapeutic to talk it through on this blog knowing that there are those out there who have gone through the same things or are experiencing them now, and that helps to know I am not alone. When I receive comments of support and encouragement, it’s better than my own private therapy session. So I’m thankful for those who listen to me whine and share and to those who share with me as well.
I’m thankful for my husband. Though providing for his care is overwhelming at times, I’m thankful that he is here for me to care for. I’m thankful for his encouragement and his caring. He’s always looking for ways to make my life easier and to provide his support. I admit that I often don’t allow him to care for me because I’m so used to caring for him, but I appreciate his reaching out to me.
I appreciate his humor; he is often able to see the funny side of life. I appreciate his faithfulness; he strives to be a faithful servant of our Lord, Jesus Christ, with whatever abilities he has. I appreciate his knowledge; I’ve met few people who know more trivia than he does! Plus he seems to know something about just about anything!
I’m thankful for Lynn’s abilities. His mind is very alert and as I said above, he’s very intelligent and useful. Though he cannot physically do many things, he can tell me how to do them or guide me on how to get someone else to do them. Though he can’t write, he can speak and he can see so he uses software to write on his behalf and therefore, remains productive and has goals. Though he has selective hearing, his ability to hear has not been touched by MS. When he puts his mind to it, he can clearly hear the same as I do. His essential organs still function to keep him alive and healthy though not untouched by medical limits. Though he was a gourmet cook and can tell what’s in a dish by taste and though I tend to burn more than I like to admit, he always compliments what I make him and phrases my cooking to others.
I’m thankful for my job, my boss, my staff. I love what I do and where I work. I love the people I work with and for. Their encouragement keeps me going and the work gives me purpose and reward…as well as enough income and benefits to provide Lynn with the care he needs and both of us with all our essentials and many of our wants.
I’m thankful for my children and their spouses and my awesome grandson who brings us so much joy with his love of life. All of our children would drop whatever they are doing at a moment’s notice to come to our rescue if needed. We KNOW we are loved by them and we know how fortunate we truly are to have been blessed with such good people in our lives. Not only do we love them as our children but we love and respect who they are as individuals in this world. We are truly blessed by their presence in our lives.
In the same way we are blessed by our extended family. Lynn and I both have wonderful, caring, and supportive parents and siblings. Each side of our family gives us love in abundance and it’s so special to spend time with them when the opportunities come.
I’m thankful for our church family. Our church family truly walk the walk of Jesus’ loving example. Gethsemane Church of Christ is a powerful example of walking the faith; of giving and giving and giving through God’s love; of reaching out to show they care and of never forgetting that you exist. The last we were able to go to church was in the fall of 2009. I was rehearsing with the drama team for Christmas. Lynn went into the hospital and they had to find a substitute for my part. Though I was replaced in the role, they never replaced me or us in their hearts even though we’ve been “out of sight” and could have been “out of mind” for some time now. They have never stopped caring and for that
we are truly thankful.
I am most of all truly thankful for the knowledge that I have a Savior who will forever be with me. It’s amazing how He faithfully meets our needs. He doesn’t remove the challenges; no Lynn still has MS and my arthritis is making it more difficult by the day to provide his care; but He gives us the resources we need just in time; every time. Sometimes His answer to our cries is “wait” and sometimes it’s “no” but it’s always, “I’m right here; just hang on.” He is our safety net and the light in the storm. Always loving; always caring; always there…forever and ever.
For all these things and so many more, I am truly thankful and awesomely blessed.